Amaranth

If you want the truth, child
Let me tell you,
It's very much like an affliction,
Like a jackpot,
Like cancer,
Like a car accident,
Like your existence,

There's no reason for everything.
The world does not owe you an answer.
Life doesn't owe you a thing.

mata, hati, dan api

nun jauh kuterjah
matamu
bibirmu
rambutmu
betismu
pahamu
dadamu
terawang jiwaku lincah
panas nafasku
persis api neraka.

milik siapa

hati yang tak tertakhluk
kosong, tak berbentuk
cari, cari cinta
bukan pada makluk
cari, cari jiwa
bukan pada dunia
cari, cari harta
bukan pada harga

Hearteostasis

one glance, one look
never enough
never forget, never forgive
forever I sinned
here, in the land of dreamless slumber
eternal and everlast
thus I am god of the world I own.

madah pembinasa

mulut manis
bibir merah rekah
hati hitam haram jadah.

rambut sama hitam
punggung sama legam
belakang sesama tikam.

berdiri sama tinggi
duduk sama rendah
betina sama kekah

buai laju-laju
sampai pokok sana
apa dalam baju
woi bajukah lagi tu??

Stasis

Madness it is
I know, don't you ever tell me

Least I care
The more I bear
For all these truths
I cannot bare
For all the sins
I couldn't spare

Stasis

I am here to stay
yet
I have nothing to say


Dedicated to you. You know. You always do. I do.

Iliupersis

Evil
often, rarely seldom
often, you couldn't fathom
engulf you
embrace you
smother you

with the face of an angel.