mata, hati, dan api

nun jauh kuterjah
matamu
bibirmu
rambutmu
betismu
pahamu
dadamu
terawang jiwaku lincah
panas nafasku
persis api neraka.

Hearteostasis

one glance, one look
never enough
never forget, never forgive
forever I sinned
here, in the land of dreamless slumber
eternal and everlast
thus I am god of the world I own.

madah pembinasa

mulut manis
bibir merah rekah
hati hitam haram jadah.

rambut sama hitam
punggung sama legam
belakang sesama tikam.

berdiri sama tinggi
duduk sama rendah
betina sama kekah

buai laju-laju
sampai pokok sana
apa dalam baju
woi bajukah lagi tu??

Iliupersis

Evil
often, rarely seldom
often, you couldn't fathom
engulf you
embrace you
smother you

with the face of an angel.

eat shit

now

murderers want to be the saints and the proper

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

EAT SHIT!

why bother what people could see than what you really do?

God is a forgiver

but men's heart rarely do

deep inside you rot and stink

deep inside you know it fucking well don't you?

Hahahahahahahahaha

Personal God

A subconscious blasphemy you made up to justify your wrongdoings.

How do you fear sin?

To please the mortal eyes

or

the Lord?

Absolution

Even if your God hath offered you absolution

never will you wipe away all your sins from men's hearts.

dengkur sang dunia

krrrrooohhhhhhh
dengkur sang dunia

brrrrosssshhhhh wooosssshhhhh
kyaaaahhhhh
(tiada kimmochi di sini okay)

jerit si jepang
ribuan nyawa terbang
satu dunia bimbang

zzzzzzzzzzzzz
sang dunia kembali lena
dengkurnya makin kerap
makin hampir
makin singkat

tapi kita masih terkinja-kinja.

Tiada Yang Free

weh
mana ada benda free

semua kena bayar
teh, gula, biskut, tayar, selipar
semua kena bayar

lepas tu
bukan setakat kena bayar
makin hari naik harga
sampai tak terbayar

semua kena bayar

revolusi juga kena bayar
dan seperti teh, gula, biskut, tayar, selipar
makin banyak darah yang akan mengalir
kerana semuanya perlu dibayar

Hi Ronie

bukan Veronica yang voluptuous itu
bukan itu, tapi ini

bagaimanakah kau tahu ertinya hidup
kalau kau tidak pernah mati?
tidak, bukan sekadar mendekati
tidak, bukan sekadar mati pada hati

kau tidak tahu
kau tidak tahu

kau sang redundant
sampah, jika kau sayangi sesuatu bila hilang ia
sampah, kau terhantuk sudah baru kau tengadah

kau tidak tahu
kau tidak tahu

ahh, sampai mati juga kau tidak tahu.

Foresee-nication

Sometimes knowing too much will eventually kill you.

Wonder

Sometimes I wonder why such cunt could be so alive.

Ahh bother.

They're everywhere.

Black Spiral

Hello there.

This blog is an alternate personality of ComaBlackWhite, for those familiar with that blog. Thanks for reading and following. CBW evolved from a personal, collective rants of teen angst and bad poetry to a blog with very random contents, occasionally poking at current issues and dilemmas.

However, during that process it began to lose its personal touch. Hence, the birth of this blog which I randomly call alter-persona. A blog specifically designed for more personal content.

Black Spiral is the name I thought of based on this notebook I just bought. The front cover is black, with a round, black and white spiral drawn in the middle. Simple much yet it somehow explains my permanent state of mind.

So, welcome.