Half Empty Glass (with a little hope)

For an optimist, once his dream is crushed to nothingness, unalterable beyond means and power, that's the end of their optimism. Thus, instead of delusions of grandeur, they become delusional realist.

And I believe that's what's happening to me.

Repost: Coma and only

For heaven's sake I know surely

these unending thoughts match that of thee

either none or infinity

beyond or within sanity

concluding this complexity

Faces, they disguise too perfectly

thoughts, into corners they hid discreetly

peeking, stalking beneath uncertainty

through spoken words blurted unwittingly

really, ask me, choke me

none I wish but be alive shall thee

be merry, more than ever could any

if not then it shall be me not thee

away and away that's where I shall be.

Repost: Garisan Abstrak

sendiri aku di ruang ini

mencari logik dan alasan

keliru tak berperasaan

untuk aku, begini

ingin ku cari

apa makna dibalik senyum

asyik dikuntum

walau buta apa terpateri

aku ingin erti

berlari kala senja

sembunyi bawah pelangi

lupa dan lupa segalanya

aku kadang benci

menjadi pacal dunia

mencari bayang sorga

esok lusa dan lagi

*Title tribute to Bin Jidan

The Burdened

Dear world

trust me these words are bold

and these words I can't hold

how I wish I can turn everything left unfold

Dear, I gotta go

nothing matters, today or tomorrow

I know it's hurt to forgo

this heavenly venom I borrow

Leave me, forget me.

Love me, loath me.

Hold me, bury me.

Repost: Warna

warna itu bagiku

hanya sekadar garisan

pada raut wajah

yang sirna cerita

tapi bawa seribu makna

beri aku

masa dan ketika

biar hilang separuh jiwa.

Repost: Chicken Shit

siapa kata kita benar
bila kita selindung dalam gebar
siapa kata kita berani
kalau kita tidak benar
siapa kita cakap besar
kalau hati bagai selumbar
siapa benar siapa salah
semua pun bullshit lah
chicken shit
you know chicken shit

Salak

dia
seorang anjing
benar, seorang anjing

benar, kau benar Terrier
tunduk, akur dia menyalak
yes sir, yes sir

salah, kau salah Rottweiler
tunduk, akur dia menyalak
yes sir yes sir

duduk, kau duduk Husky
tunduk, akur dia menyalak
yes sir, yes sir

sampai mati
dia tetap anjing yang sama
dia tidak menjadi serigala.